I went to get dressed yesterday and I have one pair of capris that fit, thats it. Wow :-( I have been working out for a good solid two months, I watch EVERTHING that goes into my mouth, and I feel like I am gaining weight, ugh! I am ready to cry. I just do not understand.
Yesterday was zumba day. It was a rough day mentally for me. Not because of zumba but because of a fall out with a "friend". Wow what a wake up call. :-( I am not really even sure what to feel anymore. All I know is that I wanted to run away.
I hate mexican food yesterday for my "friends" birthday lunch. I ate rice, a taco and something else that I didn't finish. I was just not hungy. Then I didn't eat dinner. I was not even hungry We didn't eat lunch until about 2, so well, I just didn't eat. I know terrible for me, but I am not used to mexican food anymore, and well, I didn't want to eat. I did drink a ton of water with luch though.
More exercise consisted of gymnastics class with Kamden. It is not alot, but I do all the war ups and stretching stuff with him. Even though it is a "parent participation" class, mos of the parents just walk next to their kid.
I am beyond frustrated in this weight loss journey. It is so hard when you are working so hard and nothing works out. Why was I able to kick but a year ago and now things are so hard?????? The frustrations are growing.